As an admin I felt as though I had to give this every chance to succeed, but at this point it seems to be nothing more than a charade. When the site went down the other day, which happened to be the exact same day as last month, and to boot it presented itself exactly the same this month as last, my blood pressure jumped a few points and it has yet to come down. If the hosting bill cannot be paid each month with money that's been freely given for that purpose, we've reached the end of the road. I could write several paragraphs about how this makes me feel, but there isn't a good reason to waste my time now, because it no longer matters.