This has hit me hard in a way. I am very sad that he has died, but even more so in this way. Only the people that know about depression and go through it really know. You can enjoy life, and in the next day you may not, or it hits you suddenly. It is a constant battle between a positive and negative attitude. I have been battling with depression all my life, and I can understand what Matt might of been going through but it seems like he went through really bad depression. I cried last night about his passing, and it has affected me. It is hard to explain how the mind works. It hurts, and only those that are going through it can really understand.
He looks so happy working with the Discovery guys on the show, and you can be very happy at times, and very sad and don't care about much at other times. But that is how it is for me. I can't believe this has happened. He will truly be missed. If you know someone that suffers from depression please talk to them. Make them feel happy, do things that make them feel happy.
Don't ever think of a person that may be suffering from depression that they are crazy. Do not turn away. Lend a hand. But please do talk to them. Be a good friend to them.
I am very sad that Matt Hughes has passed away.